破鑼高菲夫

電腦桌上還留著妳買的Whisky，剩下半瓶的份量，我想到時就喝個一口，希望下次妳來時，家裡已經沒酒讓妳灌了。

付出很大的代價吧，這次？從沒見妳這樣傷心、失神過，也從沒見妳這樣瘦過，妳自嘲這次的受傷得到的唯一好處，是百貨公司很多衣服都可以買，我想如果可以重新來過，妳會希望自己仍是個被很多很多的愛包圍的小胖妹。

我知道放了Shunza的「I'm Sorry」妳一定會崩潰，裡面字字句句不就是妳心裡想的？也許人總要失去了才知道後悔，總要愛消失了才知珍惜，如果這次的震撼可以換來一個新的、更成熟的妳，那我要幫妳謝謝他，謝謝他對妳的疼愛，以及最後決定釋放妳也釋放他自己的決心。

就去巴黎吧！什麼也不要想，想做什麼就勇敢去做，說妳想說的話，如果願意，請他給妳一個溫暖的擁抱，然後笑笑的回來，或者妳需要找人哭訴，六個小時的時差不算什麼，再晚電話鈴都不嫌吵。

我還沒想到要什麼禮物，如果可以把一整間譜店扛回來是最好的了。

再送妳一首歌。



She's Out Of My Life by Michael Jackson

She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
And I Don't Know Whether To Laugh Or Cry
I Don't Know Whether To Live Or Die
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life

It's Out Of My Hands
It's Out Of My Hands
To Think For Two Years She Was Here
And I Took Her For Granted I Was So Cavalier
Now The Way That It Stands
She's Out Of My Hands

[Bridge]
So I've Learned That Love's Not Possession
And I've Learned That Love Won't Wait
Now I've Learned That Love Needs Expression
But I Learned Too Late

She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
Damned Indecision And Cursed Pride
Kept My Love For Her Locked Deep Inside
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life